| Thursday, February 10th, 2005 |
| 12:28 pm |
While In love I always felt the anger of another. It showed me that he cared. The passion of bitter words and turning away. I was convinced there had to be love under that much fury. Now I know that there are other ways. There are better ways. Sometimes I get lost in the once familiar. But you always manage to pull me out, showing me that there is another way to love. Current Mood:  creative |
| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 |
| 3:58 pm |
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004 |
| 12:15 pm |
You struggle to fit the pieces of your life back together. I admire the chaos from a distance. Each day another piece falls away instead of coming together. We try to get closer and drift farther apart. I can't even make out your shape from where I sit. Your voice is so soft. The words come out but the meaning's slipped from me. I pray for your invisible touch. I imagine it nightly. I'm not sure where the next step will land me. In your arms or out of your life. Whatever will happen needs to now. |
| Sunday, January 18th, 2004 |
| 3:49 pm |
Obviously the weather and new love/lust are my inspiration for the day. make me smile and comment :)
Blankets of white every where I look. The weather has trapped me inside. You’re in your space. I’m in mine. But you’re still filling all my thoughts. I’m trying to grow into this love. Be myself And be what you need. All at the same time I want to be there for you and still have room for me. When I let you inside, its as close as two people can be. Your breathless voice turns me on and makes me feel safe all at the same time. Sexy and serene. Devotion and desire. It all fits here. The next phase of life and you’re holding my hand, not holding me back. I want to do the same for you. Current Mood: poetic |
| 3:35 pm |
sorry I'm just in a mood to write today! :-)
You’re unlike anyone I’ve ever loved Or anyone I’ve ever known When I look in the mirror I can see all the ways That you differ from me These opposites attract Not just in a physical sense as light meets dark. But with your internal calm Against my busy heart. I’ve given you reason to doubt me And if I could take that back I would All I can do is move forward Into your arms Into your heart As long as you’ll allow me I’ll be there |
| Friday, December 5th, 2003 |
| 10:32 pm |
lj cut is for weenies
These words are a true reflection of my emotions. But you don't need to read them to know how I'm feeling. I wear these emotions so clearly. Heart strung along my sleeve. I try to talk to you and you meekly make me feel the fool. You repsond to me but only in as few words as possible. I laugh as I cry. Even before things get started I manage to scare away my chances. Rejection hurts on any level. I'm left here on my own again. If it's meant to be it'll happen now. |
| 10:28 pm |
I take offense so easily at the silence between us. You tread lightly and slowly. Maybe someday I'll learn my lesson and do the same. Until then I offer all I have to random passerbys and mourn their absence as if I have that right. |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2003 |
| 4:50 pm |
We've only just spoken yet your voice echoes in my thoughts throughout the day. Just knowing you're out there is enough to fuel my smile. A simple photo, a conversation is just the start of this. Your invisible embrace beckons me. Mr. Possibility. He's out there and will someday be a part of my reality. |
| Monday, December 1st, 2003 |
| 7:50 pm |
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003 |
| 2:17 pm |
This is a beauty not to be touched never to be experienced. This is a beauty that will never go beyond a kiss good night. The pleasures of others are not meant for her. They hold nothing but fear. So she peers in through the glass to spy on the unfolding romantic action To merely look is her way now. So she can't spoil anythting for anyone else. |
| Friday, November 28th, 2003 |
| 10:55 pm |
I give you life through death. Your neck is the vessel to transform and my way of getting to you. Your beauty hynotizes and you're all I can think of. Eyes piercing through the darkness. Come and be with me. This impressive fluid. We take it to live as they lose it and die. There's beauty in this destruction and it all belongs to you and I. |
| 10:52 pm |
You want her so you take her then and there Soon other sights take more interest so you push her away heart broken cries You smirk and walk away 3, 000 miles away before long you realize she has more to offer so you take it up heartily without a flinch of remorse She takes you back and everyone's in on the joke except her |
| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 |
| 7:42 pm |
I felt myself slipping away the more aware of this I became the harder I tried to stop myself. and the further away I slipped. |
| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
| 11:40 pm |
We had such a simple plan I was going to write the lines that tell the story While you drew the shapes that made the pictures You had a natural born talent in those hands of yours We could come together With the most beautiful results But someone saw fit to take you away from me And now I’m left with empty words And a blank landscape |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 |
| 4:04 pm |
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| Saturday, November 1st, 2003 |
| 2:54 pm |
One last time your lips are on me. One last time your hands are roaming where few have been. I should feel something. Countless times before your embrace and kiss have done just that. I know this is the last time because as I pull you close with my arms. My heart pushes you further away. |
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